From My Journal | "Hold Tight"
I’m sharing this with the encouragement of my friend Shawn. This year, I decided to make more time for writing. I’ve been blogging for years, but it wasn’t until recently that I started to feel a pull towards creative writing. I’ve been keeping a journal and writing whatever comes to mind as often as I can. This post is literally an excerpt from that journal. I hope you enjoy it.
“Today I’m sitting in a coffee shop, sipping my dirty chai latte and diving into my week’s worth of design work at the leisurely pace of a confident, millennial CEO. My hair is curled and I’m wearing mascara. The barista knows me by name and there’s a pleasant calm settling around me as I gaze out the window next to my table into a cloudy mid-winter sky.
Yesterday, around this time I was changing a dirty diaper so gnarly that as I pulling my daughter’s pajama bottoms down a fleck of poop shot out onto the bib of my denim overalls and stuck there. My hair was dirty and my eyes were smudged with makeup that was at least a day old, maybe two. Our toddler looked up at me with sad eyes, sweetly pleading, “Almost”? Remembering my words (“we’re almost done!”) as she struggled through nearly every diaper change these last few weeks. Yes, almost done, darling.
So is the life of a working, stay-at-home mom; although this contrast in my days is a more recent development. Before I realized I needed one full day to myself to work, I had been trying to shove my productivity into the margins of motherhood, with a two hour reprieve from grandma most afternoons to get my work done and get dinner on the table. Now that I have this chunk of uninterrupted time to focus, I realize how desperately I needed it. You can’t pour from an empty well and you can’t be productive creatively without the space to move slowly. To get a little bored and find inspiration. To spend some time in solitude with an idea in order to find clarity.
I’ve always loved being a stay-at-home mom and couldn’t imagine it any other way, but now that life is feeling a little more balanced, I find I’m loving it even more. I have more patience and peace for the days it feels like I’m deep in the trenches, but honestly they feel fewer and further between. A pleasant calm has settled around me here too, and I’m finding more joy in the small moments. Like the early morning conversations that often revolve around pizza. Like the way my daughter says “Hold tight” as she nestles her head on my shoulder and curls her little arms around my neck. Yes, hold tight is exactly what I want to do with this moment in time in all it’s messy, hard, wonderful glory.”
I wrote this a week ago, but I could write an eerily similar account today. The image above is a shot of my office for the day, at my favorite local coffee shop. It’s not styled or impressive, but I think it’s just right.
This post was originally shared on my Instagram.
Cross Quarter Club gathered on Sunday, October 18th in celebration of autumn and Samhain/All Hallows. Unforntunately, our workshop had to be rescheduled at the last minute, but we enjoyed the pavilion for the afternoon, sharing good snacks and good conversation! Anya Peters of Hedgerow Photography also did mini sessions for anyone who wanted them. Enjoy this photo recap of the event!
Our fourth gatherin of 2024 was held on Sunday, November 3rd at the pavilion at Yoe Park in Yoe Borough, Pennsylvania. This season, we poured our own soy candles into vintage vessels with instruction from Lindsey Dohm from This Little Light of Mine, LLC.
Exciting news: I was interviewed for a podcast! And not just any podcast, but Becca Piastrelli’s podcast, Belonging. Becca’s work has been an inspiration to me for many years, and it would mean so much if you’d give our conversation on the Sharing Table a listen!
Our third Midseason Gathering of 2024 was held on Sunday, August 4th at the pavilion at Yoe Park in Yoe Borough, Pennsylvania. This season, we tried something new and hosted a Club Social in addition to our summer Sharing Table tradition of a Garden Bounty Share. Read on for a complete recap!
Our second Midseason Gathering of 2024 was held on Sunday, May 5th at the pavilion at Yoe Park in Yoe Borough, Pennsylvania. Our workshop this season was was a plant walk and spring tonic oxymels led by Calyx Liddick from Northern Appalachia School of Herbalism. As always, we enjoyed a spread of seasonal snacks and drinks and our cherished Sharing Table tradition. Read on for a complete recap!
What could be more relaxing on a Friday evening than a sunset stroll around a beautiful garden, yummy snacks, herbal tea, and good conversation around a firepit? Nothing! And that’s why you should come to Cross Quarter Club’s Garden Walks at Little Farm Flowers East this year.
Looking for where to buy plants in York, PA? Here’s a list of my favorite independent, locally-owned, family run greenhouses and plant nurseries so you can support small business and your gardening hobby at the same time!
In my opinion, no party is complete without a little background music. Whether it’s a simple dinner with friends, the holidays, or any kind of celebratory gathering, the right playlist can set the tone and add a thoughtful touch. I’ve gotten a few questions and comments about the music I play at Cross Quarter Club’s Midseason Gathers, so I decided to share my playlists here!
My article, The Joy of Slow Decorating, was published in the Winter 2023-2024 issue of Verily Magazine. It was an honor to be commissioned to write about a topic so close to my heart. I feel it is my best piece of writing on the subject of interior design to date. My hope is that it will inspire others to find contentment
At every Cross Quarter Club gathering since the beginning, we’ve put together a spread of seasonally-inspired snacks and drinks. Over the last two years, there have been quite a few recipes that were a big hit! I thought it would be fun to compile all of the most requested recipes in one place for future reference…
Our first gathering of the new year was held on Sunday, February 4th at the beautiful and historic Quaker meetinghouse in downtown York, Pennsylvania. Our workshop this season was botanical needlefelting led by Debbie Mancuso from Teaching Museum for the Fiber Arts and Textiles in Felton. As always, we enjoyed a spread of seasonal snacks and drinks and our cherished Sharing Table tradition. Read on for a complete recap!
Winter has held a different kind of magic for me in the years since I started prioritizing slow and seasonal living. The simple act of observing the changing seasons really helps me to feel more present and grounded. It’s the small, precious things, like the feeling of inhaling my first breath of frosty air as I step outside each morning…
I first met Jennifer Lubman after CQC’ers Sharon and Mel told me about her adorable garden shop in Shrewsbury. Jenn's eye for design is evident in the evolving, seasonal displays she curates for the store, featuring unusual plants, preserved florals, and all manner of garden-inspired home and gift items. It’s like having our own miniature Terrain, here in York County!
Our fourth and final 2023 gathering was held on Sunday, October 15th, at our favorite park pavilion in Yoe, Pennsylvania. We met at 2 pm and enjoyed a lovely fall afternoon with a dried wreath workshop led by Jennifer Lubman of Muhly & Cedar, followed by charcuterie, hot apple cider, and the sharing table. Read on for the complete recap!
On a Friday evening in late-September, we had our last Garden Walk at Little Farm Flowers East for the year. The garden was showing off its beautiful autumn colors and textures. The weather was perfectly crisp but not too chilly. The firepit was roaring and the s’mores and herbal sodas were delicious.
Sharon and I weren’t originally intending to have a garden walk this month, but we decided to offer one as a make-up rain date for those who couldn’t make it last time due to the crazy weather. I’m so glad we did! This time we started a little bit earlier to make time for extended introductions
Five years ago, we decorated this nursery for our first daughter. Now, we are getting ready to turn it into a “big girl room” for our second. Before the crib goes up to the attic for storage and we officially bid farewell to the baby years, I wanted to capture this moment in time.
Our third gathering of 2023 was held on Sunday, August 6th at our favorite park pavilion in Yoe, Pennsylvania. We met at 4 pm and enjoyed a beautiful midsummer evening with our botanical eco-printing workshop, first harvest dinner, and a garden bounty share. Read on for the full recap!
Nestled into the rolling hills of eastern York County, Pennsyvlania is Flying Fibers Wood & Lavender Farm owned and operated by Jeri Robinson-Lawrence and Irina Lawrence-Mathias. Jeri and Irina are a vibrant and hardworking mother-daughter duo, on the farm and in their business.
This summer, we’ve started something new for Cross Quarter Club: Garden Walks at Little Farm Flowers East. Our first one was held this past Friday and it turned out to be such a lovely, relaxing evening!
Eco-printing is a great way to get started with the world natural dyeing. Using plant materials, such as whole flowers, flower petals, leaves, vegetables and nuts, you can easily create beautiful botanical printed fabric at home.
Last night, a few of us from Cross Quarter Club took a field trip to Conestoga House & Gardens in Lancaster, Pennsylvania and I loved every minute. Wandering the picturesque grounds together felt a little like being transported to Europe for an evening…
Our second gathering of 2023 was held on Sunday, May 7th at our favorite park pavilion in Yoe, Pennsylvania. We had the best afternoon filled with locally grown flowers, good conversation, a full spread of seasonally-inspired snacks, hot tea and dessert, and the first ever CQC Member Demonstration by Little Farm Flowers East.
When you are first getting into foraging, a common recommendation for trying new-to-you edible plants is to make a pesto out of it! I certainly didn’t invent this concept, but I had fun coming up with a flavor combination using wild plants readily available during spring in my bioregion.
The sharing table has been a part of every Cross Quarter Club gathering since the start. It’s an idea that fits within our club values, but the inspiration actually came from my grandmother. Today, I’m sharing the story behind the sharing table and why it’s so meaningful t to me.
Over the past year, I’ve gotten to know Sharon as both as a flower farmer and as a real kindred spirit through Cross Quarter Club. Sharon is one of the most kind-hearted people I know and I thought it was high time to put her and her beautiful flower farm in the spotlight!